I find it slightly crude when people swear excessively. Especially girls.


Ultimate has been pretty bad for the past 2 sessions for reasons i don't know yet, but attributing my faults to every factor but my own incompetence (like a typical Malaysian) is now out of the question. I have one last session on Sunday and that's it. No more, no more.

It could be, the people, the weather, my mood, my leg, my shoes, my fatigue from studying, the number of people on the field blah blah blah. But really, like all things in life, it's really the hardest to blame yourself.

Meh, what am I doing, getting worked up over a stupid game of ultimate. I should be stressing over the fact that I have not completed my revision of any subject yet. Yes, why damage my mood when I should be paying full attention to my studies. XINJIN YOU STUPID FOOL. >(

Parents are incapable of loving all their children equally. I have long understood this, but it still pains me when they belittle something that I believe, I have the right to be sensitive about. How could they blame me for overreacting, when I'm the only effing soul in this family who has to deal with a retarded back. How could they stand to protect my sister who may of may not have the best intentions, when she laughed at my problem.

Any sane person with a heart knows not to laugh at someone's sore point. It's so incredibly evil I can't even begin to comprehend how it could possibly have been a joke.

Let's see how funny it is when you deal with it, 24 hours a day,7 days a week.

It's frustrating.

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It's been a bad week, bordering on horrible, but I'd like to believe that things are taken away from you because there are better things in store.

That or the whole world is against you.



Wheee.