It's been a month since i've posted anything here. It's not that I don't want to -i actually have like 10 drafts rotting in my folder. It's just that I didn't find them worthy enough to be posted.

That's odd, since nobody reads this anyways. :)

Anyways, July flew by really really quickly and I'm left asking myself "what did I achieve in July?". And once again, the answer is nothing. I have not improved myself in any way, just hobbling from day to day, wasting away my precious youth, because my parents find it more apt that I sit in front of tv instead of letting me do anything else outside the house.

I go for frisbee once a week, and it's already a subject of their nagging. Its frustrating, because I feel so, constricted. I feel unmotivated to do anything, because there's literally nothing to look forward to anymore.

Mm, problems, problems.

Besides that, spm is in 88 days and I'm well, beginning to feel the stress. However I'm still as lazy as ever, refusing to study anything. Arrogant and complacent being I am.

Physiotherapy.

1 1/2 hour sessions, 3 days a week for 6 months. Hard, time consuming and positively maddening at times, when the roads are plugged during rush hour, making me waste an hour on the road which can be better spent elsewhere. However, I will persevere through this experience. I will complete my 72 sessions and do everything in my power to rid my scoliosis, or at least correct it the best I can. I will not reject this the same way I rejected that horrible, horrible brace.

I will hold out for 6 months and do this right.

Time to really concentrate on my studies.