There are things I have to give up despite how much it pains me to do so. No matter how good the returns will be, I have to be rational and set my priorities straight. In short, I have to be an adult.

I've given up Tuesday night volleyball, I've given up frisbee three times a week, and I'm about to give up a chance to train with a really really good team.

It sucks when you're pushed to make decisions like this.

It is once a week, and a few days ago I reasoned with myself that I could give up Sunday mornings to make it for this, even if it meant giving up everything else. But I know that at this point of time, I shouldn't be committing to anything but my studies, no matter how little time it takes up.

My spm results better be spanking or I'll be going through all the crap for nothing.

Even so, I've had my fair share of enjoyment these past few months already and I consider myself lucky for having some degree of freedom for the first half of the year. :)

Oh ya, yesterday's session was pretty awesome too. :) played against an amazing team and we managed to hold our ground, only losing by 1 point. So proud of my team :')

Really no regrets for agreeing to join sabretooth all the way back in march for the indoor tournament. Something so unexpected turned out to be one of my biggest sources of enjoyment now.

:)