monologues.

exams are over, results are flooding back in, and im................. not going to complete this sentence. if i complain and sulk over anything i have now, god will strike me with lightning and cremate me on the spot. i will be happy, and thankful for everything i've received up to now. i will not be an insensitive prick and go on and on about things that could-have-been.

im happy enough as it is. i shall not pit myself against robots like yujing, for doing that will only cause me misery and discontentment. i will be happy, since i've improved drastically in almost every subject, except civics (ah but who cares about that. :P). i've managed to work through my insecurities concerning chemistry, and im happy to say that i've more than exceeded my own expectations, without the use of tips.

again, i do not deserve to be unhappy.

just one teeny tiny little disappointment though. BM. im glad i did well for paper 2, but paper 1 was just, abysmal. i screwed up one hugee part of that paper, and couldn't even manage to score 50% on that paper. BUT NEVERMIND, THIS JUST MEANS I NEED BM TUITION. settled. done. kapeesh. (:

ok no more moping. im, a happy kid. content for now, but always striving to improve.

(: