another 2 weeks or so of exams. im dying already actually, especially because of my 12-hour stint with history. i sat at my bloody table for 12 hours, trying to memorise a year's worth of work in a day. am i not the most fabulously lazy person on earth. even so, i have to give myself a pat on the back, for being able to concentrate for so long. i've always thought that i max out my concentration at 3 hours. seems that im capable of that much more, under extreme stress and an elevated sense of urgency.

it's moral tomorrow though. yet another useless subject coined by the malaysian government. why do we even take moral if the whole point of the subject is to memorize stupid ass definitions which i purge from my brain 2 seconds after the paper is over. i could be the most rotten kid to the core, going out doing drugs smoking having premarital sex and all, and i could still get an A for moral. what's the point of the subject, if being good at the subject doesn't actually mean you're a good person.


FAIL AGAIN, EDUCATION MINISTRY.



oh what else, they plan to revert the medium of instruction of science and mathematics to BM. DYOU WISH TO BRING OUR COUNTRY BACK TO THE DINO AGES. do not give the 'upholding the national language' bullshit. what's the whole point of educating an entire generation in BM, WHEN THEY ARE JUST GOING TO HAVE TO RE-LEARN EVERYTHING IN ENGLISH AGAIN LATER IN LIFE. don't give the 'english is not an effective medium of instruction' excuse. the students should not be blamed for the fault of the teachers. it's the TEACHER'S fault, for not improving his/her proficiency of the language. all because we have shitty teachers, we have this sort of problem.


omg pissed off now. i hate to say this, but my entire generation of kids have been put through a roller coaster in terms of education, all because the government enjoys changing their policies on whim. or because they're terrified and they want voters. well, in the long term, i can say the number of students who are actually capable that's going to be churned out is going to be miniscule in the coming years. the more well off are going to migrate, the brighter ones and going to seek scholarships, and the rest of them.... yeah. the ones with the strings of 'A's' in public examinations, but can't even hold a proper conversation in english. the PHD holders with shoplot university qualifications. they stay here.


i fear. i really fear.


in case you are super against everything i just said, i am merely exercising my freedom of speech. *wink*