ruins your perspective of life.

how distorted could reality possibly get, just by reading a stupid comic with a stupid made up love story with stupid perfectly drawn, prettier than life characters with no other worry in life besides their destined love. your reailty gets pretty damn screwed up, if you ask me. and i speak from experience.

now, in understand why people get so obsessed with lovey dovey stories. now i understand why they get so pissed off when i ridicule their inability to firmly plant their feet in the real world. now i realise how much i long to be so freaking carefree, like these made up characters, and have my entire life story centered around that destined person.

they have so much going on in their lives (by their, i mean those fictional people) and im supposed to be the same age as most of the protagonists in these stories (16/17 years old). huhu guess what im doing at home.







yeah you guessed it la. eat sleep shit computer studyateenyweenybit repeat.



but then im a real person, living in the real world, and such stories do not happen. ever. at least they don't happen to me, because im a dull, gray, non extroverted person who prefers listening to drama insteasd of being involved in it. (:

novels don't have the same effect. novels leave alot up to the mind to decipher, like the contours of someone's face, the shapes of the eyes, the small stuff that's too bothersome to explain in detail. in manga, these things are not left to the imagination. heck, everything's laid out on a platter for you, ready for your weak-ass heart to gobble up. leaves you in pieces, they do.

mmph, I UNDERSTAND YOU NOW, LOVE SICK FOOLS. )':