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extreme pain.//
Saturday, October 29, 2011 @ 11:56 PM i can't wait to get away from this material centered world, even if it's only for 3 short weeks. i can't stand society. i can't stand how people just do things for the sake of improving their image. there's a lot of things i hate about society nowadays, but i just can't word it in a mind-blowing way, so i won't. the point is, i want to go somewhere, where people don't care about how they dress, where they don't need to put up a stupid facade where they just show whatever that's good about themselves, a place where people don't need to wear stupid expensive pretty clothes to impress others, a place where everyone can be stupid and look horrible together, and be stupidly happy about it. i don't want to be pressured by society to become a spending fiend, or an attention whore, because the way i see it, those traits are becoming the norm in society nowadays. everyone wants to fit in. period. in a world where the number of pictures you have on facebook, followers you have on twitter, and people who like your statuses denote your worth in the world, i want to be able to NOT GIVE A SHIT. i want to silently do whatever that pleases me, whether it conforms to the norm or not, and find true friends who don't care about social statuses and all that crap. i want to find a place in the world, popular or not, and be comfortable in my own skin, happy with the things i do, with companions that i can treasure for life. i don't need to be at the top of the food chain, because when you're over there, whether you like it or not, people will hate you, trash talk you and bitch about you without restraint. if it's a hassle to get there and a hassle to be there, i'd rather not step in to that realm at all. i'd rather be comfortable. (see the word 'I'? that means im not commenting on YOUR lifestyle, but instead, im simply stating how I choose to live. if you don't agree with me, then, um, yeah you don't need to agree with me. (: ) PEACE OUT. |