before deciding that i should put this in a blog post, i tried to text, tweet and facebook you. i realised that 4 text messages and the 140 character limit could not allow me to fully express myself.

i don't know what you've gone through just recently, but i know it's tearing you apart. never before have i seen the shoulder i used to cry on, torn into pieces like this in the middle of the day. i can only assume that it's something so painful that words cannot explain how deeply you've been affected.

nevertheless, always remember that we, your friends are forever here, by your side to aid you in whatever way we can. whether it's sitting beside you in silence, giving you our shoulders to cry on or lending you our ears. we just want to be here for you, whether it's your darkest hour or your brightest most sunny sun filled day. whatever. in good times and bad, we'll make it through together, because we're cool like that.

honestly i think i've been a horrible friend to you for these past few months, simply because i've abandoned you like a bipolar biatch whenever i wanted. i still cringe whenever i relive the memories of those times. but now, in your time of need, i think it's only right that you should be able to depend on others like how we've depended on you. we, can be your pillars of strengths, but only if you want us to be.


always remember that you are not alone. CALL ME IF YOU NEED ME, YOU FOOL.


be strong, tammy ho. if you don't feel strong enough, there's always us you can depend on. (':