if you're thin, you're anorexic. if you're fat, you're well, fat. if you're perfect, you're plastic. if you're rich, you're spoilt. if you're poor, you're second grade. no matter who you are or how you live and how you look, someone out there has painted a negative picture of you.

you can never be thin enough to please yourself. you can be at the sweet spot in how you weigh, and have the ideal height to weight ratio, and there will still be idiots out there calling you too fat. then when you lose weight and finally enter the realm of 'skinny-ness', there's another group of people out there calling you mal-nourished. we are never perfect enough for society.

we are so poisoned by the idea of becoming the perfect human being that the more important things in life have eventually melted away. things like being healthy have been replaced by starving yourself and replacing meal with fruit shakes and raw vegetables. things like being proud of who you are as a person has been replaced by a constant nagging feeling of being not good enough.

things like true friends, who look out for you, constantly watching your back, and bother to point out your mistakes even though they already know it'll piss you off like mad, have been replaced by fake friends, all for the sake of climbing the social ladder.

as time progresses, i believe that we are losing grip on what really matters, and instead we succumb to material gain and temporary 'happiness'.

honestly, im pretty sick of the world in general. being abandoned and replaced is nothing new anymore. the feeling of being betrayed greets me like an old friend now. i can't stand the way people throw things away for that moment of bliss, not thinking about the future, acting rash and irrational for something they know only lasts a moment.

taa.