sucky internet, rain and degenerated volleyball skills. pretty average day i guess.

this week was probably the most laid-back week i've had in awhile. with ample time to sleep, watch tv, blog and jog, i begin to wonder if this is the life of a normal student, instead of one that stays back 3 days a week for sometimes i-don't-know-what club activites and responsibilities. then again, i don't completely enjoy this kind of life either. i, have been a sloth for the past week, sleeping for 5 hours in the afternoon, waking up at dinner time on some days. even with THAT amount of sleep a day, i still don't get any less tired, and instead, i feel lethargic and cranky for most hours of the day.

i'd like to have my old, crazy schedule back. the one that didn't make me feel bad for wasting my life away doing nothing. ):

the meeting for the sabah xpdc members on wednesday was pretty, enlightening. i now know that i need to be consistent with my jogging to make sure that im fit enough to climb mt kinabalu in december and not die/ get mountain sickness when im there. i do not need another black &white cert. this time, im determined to reach the top. besides that, we're not only going to climb mt kinabalu, but on every other day, we're going to be trekking mountains and jungles, and i think being unfit during those times will be equivalent to buying a one way ticket to hell.

note to self : departure : 9 DEC 2011, about 7am. arrival 26 DEC 2011, about 12am.

i am, excited about this trip. :3 18 days away from home, without my parents, maximum productivity everyday. one could only dream of a better way to spend the school holidays. :D

you know what i don't like, people who think that they're above everyone else. yes you're brilliant. yes, you can run jump sit stand eat better than everyone else. please do not squash a humble person's dreams just because you think that they're 'not good enough for you'. sigh, people like you.