i've never really put much thought into what i want to do when i die. somehow being young and stupid means that the possibility of death at an early age, or death at all ever crosses our minds. i guess now, while it's still lingering in my mind, i shall list down a couple of things i want to be done with my body, after i die.

1. if I die young,

i wish to have ALL my organs donated to people in need. what do i need this body for, once im dead. i'd rather give a heart to someone in need, or corneas so someone can see. i will one day, talk to my parents about this wish of mine, and i will get my organs pledged. i think, that's the right thing to do. (:

then, i'll probably want to be cremated and have my ashes scattered in the ocean. i know it's a chinese belief that the soul needs a home to go to and all of that, but i belong to the new generation. i see my old relatives talking about their concerns about who's going to pray for them when they're gone, and i think to myself, is this even a valid concern? i mean no insult, but i guess being in the younger generation means that i won't inherit these beliefs of theirs anymore. i don't think i'll feel bad if nobody chants for me or whatever, cause I'D BE DEAD. besides, i feel this connection with the ocean. i don't want my to be kept in a temple listening to people chanting prayers in chinese (which i don't even understand anyways) and i don't want to be kept in a home. OCEAN IS GOOD. (:

2. if i die of old age.

yea i still want my ashes to be scattered in the ocean. this time i can tell my grandkiddes, 'whenever you see opne water, think of me fondly' or some other cool ass old people sayings that carve deep memories into people. whichever way im not going to a temple to die. )<

3. heck, if i don't die at all,

i shall rule the bloody world and make myself filthy rich. and buy all the sports goods i want. provided that i don't turn into a prune. ):

ok verging on BSing now. BYE!