this week, was all about discovering human nature. not just human nature in general, but the nature of humans in herds. yeah you heard me, big gangs of people and one miserable fool. obviously im not going to elaborate on my displeasure towards anything because everytime i do that, i just get a bunch of schmack. please, im going to save myself the trouble this time because im not pissed off, and the heat of the moment's gone already anyways. (:

so yeahhh i went for this 6km jog thing. alone. ditched. pissed. cranky from the lack of sleep. i went with absolutely no expectations of having any sort of human interaction, at all, and of course, my expectations were met with no deviation at all. hoorah.

i went, and achieved whatever i wanted to. 6km. didn't walk more than 20m. didn't stop more than 3 times. kinda proud of myself, even though the social aspect of it was pretty sad. BUT IT'S OKAY. I HAVE A GREAT COPING MECHANISM *COUGH* *FOOD* *COUGH*

another great display of the shitty, poop covered part of human nature was on full display this evening when i attended the buys training. AGAIN, I SHALL NOT ELABORATE FOR FEAR OF BEING BITCHY. (: and why would i backstab you when you're in my frontstab-able zone anyways? (: (: (:


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enough of the ugly things. i like happy. yes, happy is good. happy is skipping lunch tomorrow, then jogging until i puke. that is happy. (:

happy is playing fruit ninja excessively on the ipad. happy is beating the highscore set by my sister, who had nothing to do this whole day.


oh yes, i will make myself a very happy girl tomorrow. (: