these losers. now that matthew's in a different class, it's safe to say that we'll never be as close as we were anymore. i kinda miss the times where someone would suddenly say 'SAM XI TIMEE' and we'd huddle and make someone spill the beans. now we rarely even talk anymore and stopped exchanging high-fives too. i miss having this idiot around. :/


the times when i actually enjoyed being a librarian. honestly, i actually thought that i'll follow through with librarians and do my job with my heart in it until i finish school. the incident with pn zaini brought up too much hateful feelings and spite towards not only her, but to librarians as a whole. honestly after that, i never had the heart to fully commit myself to whatever librarian work that's been entrusted to me. in that manner, i've failed (;


being completely carefree, without having to worry about the near future at all.


pn ernice. i miss training with her, during rain and shine. i wish that she'd come back and whip all the form 3's into shape 8D i miss going out for random lunches with her and hiding in her car when she's left the engine on and speaking 'proper' english with her. li shan and tammy should know (':


TO BE CONTINUED NEEDA DO HW HAIZ MY MOMENT OF REMINISCING RUINED -.-

*continuing, (:


when my dog looked like this. when you could hold his tiny body with your arm and let people see his big, juicy (OKAYY WRONG ADJECTIVE) eyes staring back at you. *stares far into the distance*

and now, for the abstract things that i have no pictures for (:


being totally not image conscious. remember the time when nobody cared about looking fat? i wish to go back there. back to the time where we're not burdened by our own projections of what is beautiful. back to when everyone was happy with the way they look. maybe not happy, but unaware, uninfluenced by the poisonous media that's been polluting the minds of adolecents, forcing people to see beauty as skinny, pale, big busted models.

mm, sigh.





BEING ABLE TO EAT AND NOT GAIN A POUND. bah, the time when my family genes start wearing off, is the time where i truly, truly enjoy good food. ah well, give and take i guess. at least i know at one point i was eating like a pig but not putting on any weight ;p

ok and this shall conclude my post. nights (: