1. what's your current biggest regret.

psht, not going for the sarawak xpdc la. honestly now i feel more hyped up than ever to go for sabah at the end of the year, if it even happens that is. i hope it does :/

2. something you fear.

being stupid. i have, no special whatevers, besides my brain at this point. if i lose that, i think that i will fall into a very very very deep pit of insecurity and might decide to resolve my troubles permanently by suicide. NO THANK YOU.

3. how's yer hols, mate?

i've been sleeping off the tiredness that i have accumulated collectively from 6 months of late nights, volley training and all sorts. i have also had the chance to watch a generous heap of anime that i have not been able to watch due to my lack of time. to put in siple terms, i have become a sloth. maybe im still partially human, because i've been hitting the gym and jogging these past few days. heck, i did 4.5 km on the treadmill today *bangga face*

whenever im not glued to my laptop, im staring at the ceiling, trying to make sense of everything that's been messing up my mind these days. no doubt i've come to terms with alot of things on my own. acceptance can be a slow process, and with endless time, resolutions come at a natural pace (:

again, im trying to make myself feel that i've actually been productive these holidays -.-

4. best moments in the past week.

jogging. 'cause i was not sitting at home gaining weight.

muay thai boxing show. no doubt the arena was unsanitary and smelled like sweaty people, but at least i got to see a buffer white dude get beaten up by a scrawny thai boy. (Y)

5. anything that's made you happy.


IM CUTTING SCHOOL FOR 2 WEEKS NEXT YEAR TO GO TO HAWAII. :D and and and, it's the 2 weeks around 4th of july. super omega sales at that time. gahhhh getting ecstatic thinking about it (:

jogging.

the fact that i brought my laptop and there's wifi in phuket now. like, super fast internet too.

brother and sister coming back in july. my house is too quiet without them, really. unlike some people (NO DIRECT REFERENCE TO PEOPLE I KNOW) i like having my siblings around. with only a younger sister at home, im starting to get tired of having to boss her around to whip her into shape. K JOKING. i just miss the amount of noise my family tends to produce when we're altogether. especially during mealtimes (:

6. recently acquired pet peeve.

stupid cartoons. no really, the sound of them makes me wanna tear the tv apart, wire by wire. i remember the days when cartoons don't make kids stupid and retarded. now they have these really really idiotic shows and no more shows that even show a little substance. no wonder kids are getting ruder and more retarded. figuresss.

7. do you like, elephants?

no, i like platypuses. nothing better than a cute, platypus. oh, i like zebras too. one day, imma genetically engineer a multicoloured zebra-pony hybrid to entertain me for, forever :P

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okay, total waste of time getting all these questions off a random question generator. -.- but heck, gave me a little insight on what i've been feeling recently. quite refreshing (:

ok toodless!