hey y'all (:

and so, all the 9 results that count towards my average have finally come back. the final verdict wasn't as harsh as i thought it would be, and truth be told, im actually pretty happy with how i did considering i started studying like 1 week before exams and blanked out half of the time during my science papers and history. better thank my lucky stars, because all the bullshit i wrote during the exams actually made sense to my teachers.

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backing away from this long, emotionally stressful period called, pre, during and post examinations, i've finally had some peace of mind in my afternoon nap this afternoon, which has been flooded with visions of horrid marks that will disappoint me and my parents for the past few weeks now. at least today, i had some good sleep (:

even so, there's a ton of things to do like installation and mps stuff, NIE, moral project, civics project and handling basic homework. there's also this thing with handling all these form 3 volleyball juniors this year because some of them have been making me pull out my hair in frustration because of their lack of cooperation and basic decency.

the degeneration of basic courtesy and manners especially in people even a year younger than me is surprisingly, surprising. not that im that judgemental to group ALL of them like that, but if this continues going on, im going to conclude that everyone younger than me needs to be strapped to a whipping pole and be branded with instructions on common courtesy with hot iron.

that's if their parents don't come with parangs on horseback charging at you like you're the devil.

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to go for copa iba, or not to go? since that tummy ho and matthew wong can't make it, it'll be only me and pan chi nee. which will be kinda weirdd/ awkward the whole time -.- GARH I SWEARR I HAVE some disorder that makes me unable to make rational decisions.

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oh shits. i just realised the facebook message i was meaning to send melissa that i drafted 2 days ago, was not sent -__________- facebook is screwing with my life weih. thank god i checked my sent folder out of instinct just now or i'll be having a verbal battle with bob tomorrow. PHEW.

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8D totally bigass sheepish grin to remind my future self how freaking lazy i've become. i've come to the stage where my laptop is constantly on my bed. SIGHH XINJIN, WHY ARE YOU SUCHA SLOTHH. ): be active, and go run out in the sun dammit. you're becoming sucha hermit. go do some push ups as punishment >D

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andd just out of my own random thoughts, here's a list of careers doomed to be impossible and out of my reach, FOREVER.

1. singer
2. dancer
3. anything even remotely remotely related to the performing arts.
4. teacher
5. sportsperson/ professional athlete
6. geologist
7. paleontologist
8. do something that majors in physics
9. stylist
10. architecture
11. painter

and the list of things that im not inclined to goes on forever. SIGHHH I WANT A DIRECTION IN LIFE ALREADY.

okk that's all folks. TAA.