i feel so, insecure. insecure with my results, my home, my looks,my capabilities, my talents (if they even exist), myself.

i've honestly no mood for normal human interactions right now, and the one thing i want to do is coop up at home and do counterproductive things to take my mind off whatever that's on my plate right now. i thought that after exams, school would be much easier to bear, and less of a drag. but going there today, i realised that there are still so many loose ends to tie up in my various responsibilities and the one thing i want to do now, is lie in thought, while conscious of the fact that i have ample time to work slowly and enjoy the progress of life.

obviously that is not a luxury that i have at the present time.


all i ask for is an extended period of time where i need not be strapped down by my relentless schedule and responsibilities.

OK SCREW THAT, HARLO AI AMZ FROM-ZUH CHAINAH ANDZ IZ LAIKE COOKIE!

(: needa lighten up already. stress so much, and nothing's gonna change. might as well take it in a good way, and not complain so much. last week of school before the mid-sem break, and i'm gonna live it out. (: