blogger is meant to be my one and only. i don't like the follower thing on tumblr. makes you self-conscious and narcissistic. yuck. i hate feeling like that, and therefore, i got rid of the very thing that was making me feel that way.

gosh, i feel relieved (:


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exams are about to be over soon, and im in the holiday mood already. ahh, sweet times will come after this period of hell, but then again, the worst is yet to come -.- getting my results back has never been something i dreaded so much in my life, and now i feel like i've failed everything.

please don't let me fail anything ):

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my astro decoder died on me. AGAIN. -_________- stupid astro beyond, not even one month of usage and you're dead already? i condemn your manufacturers to lives of failed products which will lead to lawsuits which will lead to misery which will lead to DEATH.

astro better be thanking their lucky stars that they're the only cable tv operators in malaysia, or else everyone would have switched sidesw aeons ago. -.-

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looking back at all my old posts, i felt a wave of nostalgia rush through me, as i recollect all the itty bitty pieces of my past that have been long forgotten, and remember all those pledges i made for myself. my god, how i have changed these past few years. some of the posts, made me cringe in disgust, because i never thought that i would have the capability to be immature enough to post something so, shallow. and some of them, stunned me, because the complexity of my sentence structures then seemed to have been better than it is now. ugh, deteriorating english. life's not fair to malaysians who like speaking good english ):

but then again, everyone goes through this stage, and in a way, im quite glad that i had a chance to reminice all the things i've been through, and all the feelings that were running through me as i was typing out every post. reading my old posts makes me feel old (':

if i ever happen to keep this blog until i reach college and beyond, i'll probably look back at this post and laugh at myself, now, because in the future, im sure that i'll have a different set of opinions and views on the world than what i have now.

im happy that i was able to capture a moment of my personality at a certain point of time in my life, in words. but then again, i can't help but feel sorry for my past self for being so stupid ):

but it's all good. what better guilt-free entertainment is there than laughing at yourself? (:


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wooh, i've started a new series, and it's begging me to continue watching it. TAA TAAAA SUCKERSS (: