you're obviously not human.

it's different when you're at the recieving end of something. very different. i guess, everything has 2 sides, and now i understand how it feels for the other person. im more aware of how insensitive i find people to be when im put in that situation. im aware of how one little word can stick and hurt so badly. im aware of how every wrong word feels like hell. i, am now aware, of how it feels to be put into this situation.

in a way, im glad im put in this postition, so i can be more aware of people's feelings, and learn not to trample over them like an asshole.

i now know how not to act, because if it pisses me off, it'll piss anyone else off. life's like that. obviously my views on certain people have changed, but that's for the better i guess. ignorance may be bliss, but knowledge is power. i may view you in a completely different light now, and may even find you insensitive and ignorant, but that's because you've never been here.

learning through experience, is the best way of learning (:

taking good out of a horrible situation, and turn it into a lesson. that's how every bad situation should be handled.


this is what it feels like, to be in form 4 (: