it's about time i get serious about my studies la. i have not studied seriously for ANYTHING this year, except for maybe my first chemistry test. quite heartbreaking to see my monthly test results. then again, i forgot that this isn't form 3 anymore, and i can't expect to score in anything unless i put at least a teeny weeny bit of effort into my studies.

sigh. and to add to that, mama who apparently doesn't care about my monthly tests sudedenly decided to ground me till exams are over because she found my atrocious monthly teat results -.-


ah, but life is only so fair to the people who don't put in effort. about time i recieved divine retribution i guess.


time to get serious la. i don't think i can dilly dally like i've been doing for the whole of my life anymore.


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aside from my currently atrocious state of academic related issues, i also happen to have many uncertainties/ things to bitch about after school activities.

before i start, i would like to say that i will harbour no more ill feelings in this matter after i have vented. i have never intended to hurt anyone with this, and if you happen to feel insulted or hurt, please don't.

what's going to happen to the volleyball team now?the under15's are coming to the under18 team, and honestly i don't think any of them know how to do half the things the current seniors did last year. how many of these girls know how to set up the net. how many of them have taken the balls from the QM room before, how many of them would actually really respond to you when you ask for help. how many of them would take the initiative to sweep the court if it's wet if they arrive early for training.

NONE. not one of them, have ever helped us without us having to scream our bloody heads off till our blood vessels explode. i can't remember a single occasion where they offered to learn how to set up the net, or even hanged around us when we were doing extra stuff for the team. WHO'S GONNA DO ALL THIS SHIT AFTER LI SHAN AND MYSELF LEAVE?


no one. nobody is gonna bloody know how to do anything. they're all gonna expect the net to be magically set up, the balls magically flown in from the QM, t-shirt orders to be magically sent, MSSD forms to be magically filled.


honestly, i think all of this shit is happening because nobody enforced any discipline on these kids since the beginning. so they think that they can get away with playing with their phones all the way before training, or or or do whatever shit they want la. sure, let us handle the admin work for another year while you sit back and relax.


-_________- don't screw with me k.


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okayy, im done venting. (: *satisfied face*