bieber here, bieber there. my god bieber, just go away.

second day of mssd tomorrow. honestly, i don't know what to expect. i want to get into state level but i don't have a wrick of confidence left in me. i feel like i haven't shown what i can really do. plus, the bu3 and dj setters look like a much better bet compared to me. ish, im dying from my own incompetence.

suree, i haven't had as much experince as they all have. they've been training for twice as long as me, and some even started in primary school. YESSSS, I HAVE ACCEPTED THAT EXPERIENCE TRUMPS WHATEVER ELSE YOU HAVE ANYTIME. but still, i think we'll do our best tomorrow, as we always do better on the second day.

even if we lose to catholic, i want to give them a heck of a fight. i want to showcase the talents of my own team. we're not such losers, like they think we are.

okayy, im insecure. i've given up alot to play volleyball. and im getting frustrated with my own ugh-ness. WHY CAN'T I EVER BE GOOD ENOUGH? -.-

agh screw it la. i'll put behind that stoopid game with SriUtama, and we'll move on. MOVE ONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.


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