just like you.

unable to find myself, and instead gathering whatever qualities in others that i would like to see in myself. never truly having my own opinion, because i was too afraid to face rejection. yup, sounds just like me in form 1.

come to think of it, if i were to ever meet the former me, i think i would have hated myself. hated the fact that i never had a strong belief in anything. hated the fact that i was just some, idon'tknowwhat. but then again, it's a stage of life. identity crisis is normal.

but i guess i've sort of found my identity. i know what music i don't like, i know that i don't exactly HATE HATE HATE pink, i know what kind of books i like, and i talk like myself now, for once in my life.

oh yes, t shirts and skinny black jeans and shorts are the bomb. so are loose ass t-shirts. (:


heh, my opinions are plentyful now.

but then again, im still in the middle of discovering myself. ah well, people learn something new about themselves till the day they die.


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oh yes, i don't see why people spend 21390485091438508423094823094 hours editing their pictures. ALL OF IT. ONE BLOODY BULK. holy crap, i don't even have the patience to edit one until im actually satisfied with it. how do you people conjure up the patience and the time to edit like 100 at once.

you weird people.


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pshtt, yes, im not supposed to be online thiss close to exams. -___- i consider myself revising english now. i am, applying whatever redundant things that they teach during english every single year. my god, i make really good excuses up for myself.


and i studied bio and physics okay *bangga face*. didn't bother touching my bm essay, because i resent that subject so much. ah well, at least i've cleared up most of my overdue homework today.

(:

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and and and, since volley mssd is over, i can actually come home and take naps on tuesdays and thursdays for the time being (': okay, maybe it's not thatt great, because i enjoy going for training. and heck no, i don't not want my 4 months of training and muscle toning to get flushed down the toilet. NO WAY JOSE, THAT SHIZ WILL NEVER HAPPEN. D:

for now, i'd like to do a full spilt :P i've been going at it for a few weeks now, but im too afraid of tearing my hamstring or something if i push myself too hard. and it's really really painful -.- ish, this is one long and *pssht* process, but mark my words, i will come out on top of this. (: my determination shall not waver.




omg blogger screwed up my picture quality )':


but ah well, shuks and lum lum are still pretty anyways (:

& uhm one more thing, I FIND IT SO FREAKING HILARIOUS THAT ALL THE SMALL BU3 MINORS ARE ADDING THE TMN SEA VOLLEYBALL GUYS. HOLLEHH SHIT THEY GIVE ME BUTTERFLIES FROM LAUGHING TOO MUCH LA. SHO FUNNY I WANNA DIE. AND THEY ADDED MELVIN. TOO FUNNY LIAOOOOO.

HAHAHAHA THEY ADD THE GUYS IN LIKE GROUPS TOOOOO. ONE ADDS, THE REST FOLLOW. FUYOH MANN.

my god they are so entertaining (': (': (':


life has offered much to love now, really :P