2 more weeks, and i'll be temporarily liberated from this hell on earth known as school and after school activities. before then, i DO NOT wish to die from overwork.

temporarily being a secretary is HARD. now i know, definitely for sure, that this WILL NEVER be a career option for me. sitting in front of the computer typing stuffs in microsoft excel all day long does not fit my personality. frankly, any workplace with 4 white walls or a cubicle will send my brain into smush-land.

conclusion : i never ever want an office job, if i can help it.


school's a bummer la ): IM FAILING TO ADAPT. I FEEL STUPID. I CAN'T EVEN REMEMBER ALL THE IONS IN CHEMISTRY PROPERLY. PHYSICS ELUDES ME. BIO IS JUST boring -.-

honestly i just wanna go fly to some unknown place and run in a meadow full of flowers on a hill with the wind blowing at my face, sit there, and rot FOR THE REST OF MY MISERABLE LIFE.




or maybe i'll just skydive or something.


mm, selfish people. ones who can only think of themselves, all the time. you know what, i'll put up with it like a squirt. i'll suck up all your atrocities and spit niceness back at your face. heck, I'LL SHOVE PRETTY LITTLE SUNFLOWERS DOWN YOUR ITTY BITTY THROAT. i'll even puke a rainbow for you ♥ (:


thank you for showing me that people who put up nice fronts can be so ugly and beastly inside (:



math work time. ):