lemme set things straight about school. my class is pretty well stocked with buddies of mine, but i still dread going to school. EVERY SINGLE DAY.

OH BUT WAIT XINJIN, IT'S ONLY DAY FOUR!

yah so whatt. seriously, the only truly awesome day of my whole week was today, specifically AFTER school, AFTER waiting alone like a complete ass in the library ALONE. volleyball training was a breath of fresh air. i haven't felt so much team spirit running through my veins for so long.

it's like i've been deprived of fun like this. maybe i have been.

coach is awesome. bobby is awesome. everyone who came for volley today was awesome. volleyball is awesome.

thank you, volleyball, for saving my entire week of catastrophe and HORRENDOUS PISSING OFF MOMENTS which made my brain feel like it was expanding like *insert something that expands bloody fast*. UGH WHAT A WAY TO START 2011, REALLY.


OH WELL. I JUST GOTTA SUCK IT UP LIKE A PACIFIER SHAPED CANDY AND MAKE SURE THERE'S NOTHING LEFT OF WHATEVER THAT IS THAT WANTS ME TO FAIL ANYTHING. cause you know what, pn liew, through your smile looks scary, and you freak me out, IMMA EAT ALL THE MOD MATH YOU THROW AT ME. and pn grace can force me to swallow the short forms of positive and negative ions without even a squeak from me.

and for mr amara, errrrrr i'll make good use of your addmath period to replenish my depleted enerygy (:


and i'll promise to never break myself down for not living up to my own expectations ever again, because now i perfectly understand that im only human, not god or some other heavenly creature who expects to get excellent marks without studying.


OH JOY REALLY, HUMAN BEINGS. ALL OF US SHOULD RETURN TO BEING PIGS OR SOMETHING. at least they're happier than us, no?

GAR HAR HAR EXCUSEEEEE THE EMO NESS. SCHOOL'S BEEM A BUMMER AND I HATE WAKING UP EARLY. I AM MOST CERTAINLY NOT A MORNING PERSON. MORNINGS SUCK. WE SHOULD BE ALLOWED TO SLEEP TILL WHATEVER TIME WE WANT AND TURN IN TO VEGETABLES.