and you dared to say all tmn sea kids all have horrid attitudes? as if dj churns out angels.

please, the meaning of PR is to be a freaking hypocrite and liar to get every stupid thing you want. THAT IS PR DAMMIT. JUST BECAUSE I EXERCISE TRUTHFULNESS, MEANS IM A BAD PERSON? wtfish?

and all i hear from you whenever im even having the smallest conversation with you is " OH YOUR SISTER TOOK 12 SUBJECTS, OH YOUR SISTER WAS SOOOOOOO GOOD AT EVERYTHING, OH YOUR SISTER NEVER TALKED BACK TO ME LIKE THAT, OH YOUR SISTER WAS ALWAYS TAKING INITIATIVE FOR EVERYTHING, OH WHY CAN'T YOU BE MORE LIKE YOUR SISTER?

wth im not her dammit. im not some genius like her. im a normal kid. I DON'T NEED YOUR BIASED JUDGEMENT ALL THE TIME. and i don't need you telling me im not good enough, too fat, too naive, too stupid, too lowly for you all the time. i don't need you screaming at my face every oppurtunity you get either. i get enough of stress in school and you decide to add to that at home too?

im so sick of being compared all the time. and you dare say to my face, that i should only reach the height of my own potential? DON'T BS ME. YOU'RE NEVER CONTENT WITH MY ACHIEVEMENTS,

since i'll never live up to your ridiculous expectations.

i'll always be that stupid kid you wish you never had, no?


im surprised i haven't gone into depression, really. but im not going to say stuff like, 'EVERY MOMENT OF THE DAY, I FEEL LIKE CHOPPING MY LIMBS OFF JUST TO SHOW THEM HOW DEPRESSED I AM' or stuff like that. 

im not happy all the time, and i don't exactly think my life is fantabulous, but, sometimes my family just doesn't get how hard it is to deal with bullshit at school and at home too. sometimes i come home pissed, but instead of showing concern, they scream at me like like like im some stupid girl who doesn't respect people. tell me, who in the world would not be driven to the edge, if nobody in the world cares about how you feel but instead, they're only interested in venting out their frustration on you. who in the world would not be pissed of 90% of the time when other people are just forcing their opinions on you without giving you a chance to say anything.