think of it this way. you get annoyed easily, and therefore you become all crabby and stuff and you annoy other people. THIS IS WHY, SECONDARY SCHOOL IS SUCH A POISONOUS PLACE TO BE. it's like a place with the never-ending cycle of hate.

and i realise, form 1 &2 kids, are really, really stupid. i know i was freaking annoying and stupid 2 years ago. i used to think using the F word as an adjective to describe everything eg. "OMG I LIKE *&^*ING BRUSHED MY TEETH AFTER I &^&%ING WOKE UP AND THEN I ^&^%ING WENT TO SCHOOL TO MEET MY ^%$^ING FRIENDS. like seriously, EVERY TIME I THINK ABOUT THAT, I ASK MYSELF,

HOW.IN.THE.WORLD.DID.I.BECOME.SO.STUPID.

i thought being EXACTLY LIKE EVERYONE ELSE was cool. i used to think being in the cool crowd was the only way to have a life in school. i used to think that 'fitting in' was more important than having respect for other people, and myself.

THIS.IS.PUBERTY. PUBERTY MAKES YOU STUPID, IRRASIONAL AND WELL, STUPID.

what else does puberty do to you?


think about it, we're all OBSESSED about weight and looks and face and eyes BLA BLA BLA. sure, self expression and looking presentable is important and all, but when i look around in a shopping mall nowadays, I SEE PEOPLE MY AGE LOOKING LIKE BARBIE DOLLS. OR BRATZ DOLLS.

everybody's a stick. everybody's got some degree of make up on. everybody's brand conscious. MEH, NO "SENSIBLE" KID SHOPS AT JUSCO NOW. NOOO, EVERYONE SHOPS AT ROXY/ZARA/*insert overpriced popular brand name*

who's fault is it?


(yeah ignore the crappy handwriting (: )

what else?

one word. desperation.

unknown A : heyy, OMG, IS THAT LIKE YOUR NEW BF?
unknown B : OMG, LIKE YEAHH. GOSHH, I LIKE LOVE HIMM SOOO MUCH
unknown A : HOLY MAMA, HE LOOKS LIKE AN AVATAR!
unknown B : i knoww right! and he's tall and lean and thin and OHH THOSE EYES! I COULD STARE INTO THEM FOREVER ♥♥♥ *starts hyperventilating*
unknown A : oh.my.god, his nose is SHIOOOO KWYTEEE ORHXX!^^

in fact, unknown B doesn't really giva a shit about her new BF, other than the fact that unknown A thinks he's hot and all. and yes, that is my new exercise ball. i love it (in a human to squishy exercise ball kind of way) :D


this post is too long, you know.but then again, i suddenly just HAD to talk about this, and the stuff kept spilling out. oh well, sometimes a long post doesn't really hurt anyone (:

Labels: rants.