for my head feels like someone's hitting it with a sledgehammer.

i feel like shit. actually, i feel worse than shit. i feel like a pile of diarrhea now. my head feels like it's splitting apart, making me totally unable to concentrate whatsoever. MEANS I CAN'T STUDY DAMMIT. AND THERE'S NO BM TUITION TODAY.

i swear, i'll never be forgiven for going even a day without studying. it's like my mum thinks im some robot or something programmed to only study study study and willingly throw what little bit of life i have left away and devote myself completely to STUDYING. gah, exams suck -.-

i hate bm. the only subject im afraid of. and the worst part is, there's like 15 years of bm to cover in like 1 month. MM, WHAT JOY.