when i know i should be facing the cold hard fact.

my mum's unhappy i got 78 for sejarah. she thinks that i can ACTUALLY stand a chance to have marks even close to those nerds in my class. like seriously, cut me some slack. im not an expert of EATING AND SPITTING INFORMATION OUT WHOLE. my brain is made out of a left AND right brain. NOT A LEFT BRAIN AS A BRAIN. expectations are hell to live up to.

school has a been OKAY. homework is easier to do when i don't have 3 days of volleyball a week, but i feel empty. really empty. like there's a part of me that just wants to stop studying and go play something outside, in the sun. my mind feels like a jock now :P

my brother and i spent a whole hour laughing and gawking at music videos. to be specific, korean, lady gaga and chinese mv's. we've come to the conclusion that lady gaga has done something to beyonce's mind as she is now whacko too :D not to mention the mentally degrading and disturbing nature of the mv's is just, disturbing. i just lost myself there.

oh, whatever.