therefore, i am human.

i miss pd ): i think that was when i played the best. especially at pasir panjang. that was the only time i played better than i ever expected. the best experience ever. the laughs, the games, the original team, i miss it all. and i realised, we'll never be the same again, since rachel and zer rinn are leaving.

softball isn't that bad. getting hit by the ball in the wrist like 5 times after i failed to catch a fast ball wasn't that bad either. i guess my hands are like concrete, after volleyball (: i even learned how to pitch today, which wasn't as hard as i thought. pn ernice throws very nice balls to catch, but i was just too noob-ish to catch them -.- i didn't get to try batting though. next time (:

i realised that i enjoy doing things with people who are better than me, instead of playing with people im better than. i don't like this superior feeling; i just get conceited. i realise i learn more, i push myself harder and have more motivation when i play with people who's skill levels are higher. i feel like i have a bar to reach, instead of being lost in the world where i am better.

the gotong-royong was OKAY. except for the part where i saw maggots and ants and termites everywhere. i didn't mind picking up all the stupid rubbish the irresponsible UN- ENVIRONMENTALLY FRIENDLY canteen people threw at the back of the QM too much. someone should educate them, seriously.

had 4 free periods to talk to the guys today. they had alot to say actually. and honestly, they were like a breath of fresh air, all the uncontainable laughing, the taylor swift songs which they sang out of tune and the childishness of it all. and they gossip like old ladies too! girls should learn to grow down, instead of grow up (: i didn't talk to sonia and elaine much. they were sleeping -.-

today felt like a saturday.

suddenly, i realised how much my primary school life sucked. secondary school takes the cake. taman sea just has this awesome factor about the people in it. i don't regret one bit, for not going to dj (:

oh, did i mention they SPLIT PJ INTO 2 PERIODS. like heloooo, how in the world is 15 minutes of pj going to do us any good? we're going to spend more time in the toilet fighting for air i tell you. complete STUPIDITY. pj lovers loathe this action by the school. we should go mogok at the carpark or something (: no, i did not contrdict my last pharagraph, i mentioned the people were awesome, not the administration and the people who set the timetable.

exams in 2 weeks. and im here, blogging. im dead meat.

which reminds me. i needa go (: violin class. i haven't mastered the double stops. uh-oh.