to forget everything, and start again?

i wonder how some people attract so much attention by being just themselves. or are they even themselves at all? do they plot their every move, making sure someone must take notice. i don't know. it's just a random thought though.

i wonder how animals don't need to worry about social status; or life for that matter, since they only depend on insticts. no need to improve, no need to be anything. i wonder how life like that is sometimes.

or how people change so much without themselves knowing it but the rest of the world does. how is it that we don't know how much we've moved on. maybe it's because we see ourself everyday, and we do change only a little at a time, so it doesn't really matter to us how evil or annoying we've become, since we can never hate ourselves for it.

i realised people don't care how much you hurt. they only care if it hurts them.

homg, what the heck am i talking about.

i didn't know how much it meant to me until i screwed it up.