SOMEONE STOP THIS CHAOS GOING IN MY BRAIN. IM GONNA NEED SOME DIET SURPRESSING PILLS SOON, SO I DON'T BALLON UP INTO A FAT BALL OF FATS. someone help me.

school was once again, a complete waste of time. most of the day, i just got teased by the guys on how much of a "guy" i was, since i was mixing with the guys today. it isn't my fault ; i just can't start a conversation with the other girls. it gets awkward. therefore, i just talked to the guys.

i hate hate hate mr perv. he, disturbed my nap today, and forced me to start on this stupid sivik thingi. luckily pn ernice came to the rescue (as she always does nowadays (: ) and i got whipped off to the staffroom and helped teacher to type out some stuffs. at least i got away from mr. perv.

did you know? i think i have some mental problem or something. it's trueee. it's like everytime someone's better than me in something, anything for that matter, i get pissed off. i don't show it, but i think im having a problem controlling it. it's getting worse and worse as the exams get closer. and i haven't really been studying much.

i can't go for kapas. i can't go for kapas. i can't go for kapas. life can be very very very depressing at times. i still can't get over this.

ermm, i have nothing much to blog about. ciao (: