im starting to think everything but volleyball is just a place to drag my heavy legs to and rot. im not joking. even leo, which has been super-duper hyped up about, doesn't really appeal to me anymore. and the fact that they're forcing us to complete our signature drive is turning me off. or that i can't go for orientation because i'll be in another state. or that we have this interview coming up soon soon soon and i seriously did not see this coming. leo, leo. i feel like i really can't care anymore.

what else, hamper day. apparently it's a complete waste of time but, whatever. i'll go. if it really sucks so much, i'll just not attend for the next 2 years. problem settled (:

volleyball :D i think i did well today. after they stopped counting the scores. it's almost as if all the stress that's been holding my muscles tight and rigid just let go and i, could finally react normally towards a first ball. but then again, i need to learn to cope with this stress. or get rid of it. either one lah.

i hate moral and sivik. i don't like alot of things now.

i was reading those enid blyton books i used to love so much again and realised how shallow i found them to be now. we grow up alot in 2 years of secondary school, don't we?

im really lazy to pack. too many things on my mind now.