im irritated. im annoyed. i suddenly have this surge of hate for my mum. favortism is such an evil thing isn't it?

aren't you always indirectly saying that im the most useless so i might as well be gone? since your 3 other kids are all such "angels" to you, i might as well "support" them in everything and become your fecking maid or something right? Who's supposed to care about that stupid middle child who's not important enough to stand up for.

oh wait a minute. you said among all the others IM THE FECKING LAZIEST RIGHT? NOT MAID QUALITY ENOUGH FOR YOU? how stupid of my miniscule little brain. why in the world would i have expected you to just notice that i've done every single fecking thing you said when you decided you were too busy to do yours?

AND IM ANNOYING TOO? gosh, you really wish i was never here right? you know what? i suggest you hire a new "maid" and get rid of me (:

no matter how tall you stand, there's always someone there to knock you down.