the world is full of hypocrites. period.

nothing changed much this week, just a huge dinner at PJ hilton to celebrate my uncle's birthday and a rather disheartening confrontation with the cold, hard facts about people, in general.

what if one day, you decided to disappear for a while, watching people from the distance, seeing how they react when they think you're gone. do you think they would cry day and night, deperately searching for ever clue they have, or, would they celebrate in triumph because they finally got rid of the one thing that was ruining their little bubble, called life. and when enough time has already passed, would they cry at your funeral or rather not attend it at all, would they live on, only remembering you when they have nobody to use as their scape goat, when they need some one to solve trival little problems for them, or when they have nobody who's willing to take up the responsibility to do anything except themselves. would they actually miss me if im gone?

i finally found a new manga (: thanks to khai sern, i picked up this manga called, Fairy Tail. it's not some lovey dovey girly manga (like what i've been reading recently) but more of a rave-ish, FMA-ish, a little more than you typical manga-ish manga. im quite depressed it that it doesn't have 500 over chapters to kill time with, but, i'll take whatever they have (: and, to add to the funny-ness of it, they have Plue inside! (you know, the white dog like thing that haru had in rave?)

i hate it when my mother, does not feel guilty about putting people down. sure, im not as reliable as HER but, apparently, trying your best is not an option if you don't get the job done. she's the one who asked commanded me to do it, so she should just suck it up and do it her damn self if im too stupid to do things as well as she can. WELL GUESS WHAT, MUM. THERE IS NO CHINESE LANGUAGE PACK AVAILIBLE FOR DOWNLOAD FOR VISTA. AND IF YOU THINK THERE'S STILL A WAY, YOU WRITE YOUR OWN FRICKIN PROGRAM AND YOU GO FRICKIN HACK WINDOWS YOURSELF. AND IF YOU STILL DON'T BELIEVE ME, YOU CAN GO SEARCH AT EVERY FAQ KNOWN TO MAN TO DRILL INTO YOUR HEAD THAT VISTA DOES NOT ALLOW YOU TO DOWNLOAD LANGUAGE PACKS.

i need like, a people free sanctuary. where i can be by myself and rant about everything i hate to nobody. (: