LOOK BEFORE YOU PLUNGE.

i screwed up my violin exam. nerves got to me, and i shook the bow all over the place. i screwed up aural. i conducted 6/8 instead of 4/4. and i bet my interval was wrong too. minor second. my ass lah. I WILL FAIL.

and i realised today of all days, that people like to find excuses to put the blame on everything else except themselves. for example, mum LOSES parking ticket. she throws a bloody tantrum ASSUMING that I lost the damn thing. we dig her handbag and guess what, i found it. and she blamed me for hiding it and pretending it was in her bag. 2 hours before, she gave me the parking ticket. i said i won't keep it because it will get squished into a mashed potato in my pocket. she put it in her bag. ish. what else can i say?

on the slightly brighter side, at least my holidays has finally begun, for real. no more stressing over violin, no more orchestra, no more examiner to fear, at least until january (: i need my time to rot at home, doing nothing or finding something to do. i doubt i'll be out of the house too often, except for swimming, and badminton, but now i have time to play with my retarded dogs and to reconnect with my long lost friend, MR. TELEVISION SIR.

new moon is coming out. i don't know whether i should watch the movie in the cinema. i might just laugh at subtitles. AGAIN. and besides, my gut tells me that it'll be just a slight bit of improvement from the last horror movie, twilight. the acting will be mediocre and the scenes awkward as they were, just like the last movie (i just happened to catch kristen stewart act out bella's freaking out episode and it was very very painful to watch) and just to add to that, robert pattinson's bare chest is NOT sexy. too hairy. i recommend a brazillian wax, robert.

i think im coming down with a cold. shit D: and i think i'm blogging too often. there's nothing much to do nowadays ):